Urgh.
5 months ago i tried to end my life in my ex-boyfriends toilet.
Such a lovely thought.
God, even though i can't remember much about that night, what i can remember of it is so clear, it's like it only happened just yesterday.

10 months ago, i OD on cocodamol and paracetamol.
I would have been dead 10 months now.
Now that, i can remember everything. And i hate it, i remember all the pain, the ambulance, what i was thinking, i was sick green, it was like ragan from the excorsist.
No lie.

I still can't believe that i tried to do that.
Then again, the only reason i did those things is because i was angry at people and i wanted to hurt them, but infact i was just hurting myself.

Phew, glad i got that off my chest.