I think Mikey has Asthma, Gee is a big bully and keeps randomly attacking Mikey, he's come out in bruises, poor rat. They have no food atm so i'm feeding them crackers, they seem to like it :]. Like my dog, they say that choclate is s'pose to kill a dog right, well mine lives on it, i swear he can smell it a mile off. What a dick'ed.

I didn't go to DA today, i have a major headache but is currently listening to music and sitting in front of a computer screen, helpful much ?


Craig phoned me this morning.
God i HATE people.
Like i hate Martyn and Craig and my councillor and all of my other 029516515 doctors.
I don't think I'll ever get over this whole 'me hating people' thing. I know why I'm like this, i know EXACTLY why, and i love it, i love being able to hurt people, i can make someone cry with just uttering a few simple words and do you know what, i don't even feel guilty.
I LOVE it.

People keep telling me that i can't live my life like this, but actually i can, and have been for nearly 2 years now, so it's all cool. I don't see why i can't ?
No one can seem to give me a proper explanation on why i can't.
They all just say 'No you can't'
WHY FUCKING NOT, HUH ?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

I think i have a problem...